The Winds Of Change Are Coming

The weather is changing, the leaves will soon turn colour, the autumn is rolling in… and that’s not all.

In life there are changes coming as well.

I just don’t know what all the changes are.

I don’t think that any of us do. And sometimes that’s okay and sometimes it really friggin’ stresses me out.

I’m not delusional enough to think that I will always know what’s going to happen next. And a lot of the time it’s alright with me. Going with the flow is what has gotten me through most of my life so far. Who am I to throw that all away?

Then there are other times when it really stresses me out. It gets me down. I feel drained and tired and sometimes sick.

Right now I’m bouncing back and forth between those two places. There are a lot of things that are up in the air. There are a lot of things that could/might/should change.

But I don’t know what they are, when they’ll happen or what’s rollin’ ‘round the bend.

Note: I doubt it’s a train.

That’s all I’ve got in my vague, ridiculous, nervous rambling today.

I hope that I’m not the only one in the world feeling this way…